In my mind (In response to "know yourself" and "your journal"

The way I think pretty much depends on if I am actually interested of thinking about what I am introduced to do. So I find most of my assignments unappealing so I easily neglect them by doing them late at night. But if there's some activity going that gets me excited, my mind just waits for that activity to happen impatiently. This way of thinking may sound crazy and difficult to be in, but I can still function myself, just not in the ways I want to function. I always think about ways I can better my thinking (does that make sense). But when I wanna try these new ways of thinking I catch myself doing those same habits that I just want to get rid of. It may seem like my mind is taking over me, but it's not my mind, it's myself. It's just what too much thinking may do to you.