What Disappoints Me...

is the fact that people who claim to be your good friends would lie to you. Like stated in my earlier blogs, it's easier to spit out a lie rather than telling the truth. Plus the fact that someone can lie to a really good friend that's just cold. Think about if someone figures out the lie, the Trust goes way down.

Where's the place to go Friday February 13th......

“Why can we believe the lie, not the truth?"

The truth is something we don't want to believe. Lies help hold the inconvenient truth that can have drastic effects. But Lying is not the right thing to do. If you tend to lie about everything, doesn't that make you fake? I'd rather have people not like me for telling the truth than have people like me for being fake. But it's hard to become a real person when we always hold these lies that make us fake. You can never call yourself real if you make these lies. Since everyone in the world makes lies, doesn't that mean we're all fake? When living in a judgemental society, in order to cope with it, lying about certain things keeps you safe on the outside but it hits you really hard on the inside because of the lie. To those who feel bad about the certain lies you make, that just shows the realness inside you, besides caring less of all the certain lies you make. So the next time you lie about something because it holds a very dark truth..... telling the truth may hit the other person hard but they'll like you for being honest rather than keeping the lie which will stay in your head unless you careless, but then again that makes you a fake person, which you wouldn't want to be right?

What lies beneath....

is something really beautiful..

Does it occur to anyone.....

That you want to do the most simplest things and you have them in your mind but you end up not doing them because your whole mindset just changes? For example, the best time my mind works is in the shower (no idea why). I just come up with the greatest ideas or goals for myself to do. As I create these great ideas/goals, I usually end up doing at least 30% of them. It's probably just because of the fact that I save it in my mind and I usually don't remember later on if i'm reminded in some way. I've tried saving these goals/ideas, and other reminders like homework, appointments, and etc. in a little notepad in my back pocket. But i've noticed that always reminding myself to go through my notepad is another reminder I need to add into my mind and usually forget to write down the great ideas/goals and reminders that I need to do. I wish my mind worked like a computer in a way, all organized and if something is forgotten you can easily find it in some way.

Realize.....

That when your sprung you let nothing get in the way of you and that person your head over heels for. As much as you like this certain someone, you may not notice the huge mistakes that happen because you'll be so forgivable to whatever they do unless you just realize. Remember to always just hear opinions/comments from other people, especially your closest friends and take those in to consideration. That's what friends are for and those considerations may make you realize things you have never knew about that "special" someone whether good or bad. Just remember to keep an open mind when your sprung over a "special" someone, don't let their certain aura consume your mind.

To High Places with The Trois

Familiar Faces

The Stephanie



The Trois



The Trio



The Vincent



The lajenny.tumblr.com



The Michellelelelelelel







This is only the beginning.........

The McGangBang

The McGangBang is a double cheeseburger with a McChicken Sandwich split between the patties. VERY UNHEALTHY but sooooooo tantalizing......

Perfect's Possibilties

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by
learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." -Stephanie Pham

7th Period...

I remember creating this piece a few months ago....

Question.

How can someone call themselves REAL if they act different amongst other people?

Disappointed

Today, I was disappointed at the fact nobody cared. Cease-fire a gang prevention group/church came to our school day at an assembly to give their words about gang violence, drugs, weapons, etc. Their words could've been inspirational to the people who weren't listening. And by the people that means most of the people in the assembly. Why are people so rude nowadays especially teenagers? As I left the assembly, I saw many of their fliers on the ground. Hopeless. What if these people where the people to change your life to the way you've dreamed it to be? Drug-free, out of violence, Happy? People just can't have their mind set about how hard they are or by being "too cool"..... Just Ridiculous. And it's more ridiculous how people who don't have these certain problems just not even try to help the people who have these problems. These certain people also TRY TO FIND NEGATIVES ABOUT PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO BE HEROES, like saying the assembly was fake and how it didn't make sense. It didn't make sense because you didn't have the right mind to just LISTEN for once. Superman is a superhero and he has several super powers. This cease-fire group and other groups similar to are also superheroes with the super powers of making you change to the way you want to be. All you need to do is LISTEN.....

Ugly and the right way to use it.

Never take a comment with the word ugly seriously. My views on the word ugly, it's just an opinion. To those of you who use the word ugly towards certain people follow these steps it lessens the chance of the person getting butt hurt or just straight up mad at you. First come in to a soft and calm tone the try adding, "I'm sorry to say but in my opinion," to your statement and try adding suggestions to it also and look at their side of your opinion. Let's see this addition to a certain situation:

Before:

Person #1: Hey do you like this new tuxedo vest I bought to wear over my t-shirt?

Person #2: Nah, that's hella ugly who the fuck would wear shit like that?

Person #1: Why the fuck do you gotta be so negative for you dick.

Very Negative. Somewhat over exaggerated it..... Now let's see after

After:

Person #1: Hey do you like this new tuxedo vest I bought to wear over my t-shirt?

Person #2: I'm sorry to say but in my opinion, I think the whole tuxedo vest over t shirt is ugly. Like for me, I'd rather see a tuxedo vest worn with like an actual tuxedo.

Person #1: O I see that's cool..... where did you get that shirt from though?

better results, and it left Person #1 with another question besides getting really butt hurt.


Oh and by using this example, it just revealed my own opinion about wearing tuxedo vest over t-shirts.

Food for Thought

Perfect

The word perfect is passed around almost everyday, but what is the real meaning to it? I mean how can one be perfect when everyone has flaws. How can someone be in the perfect relationship then next thing you know there fighting or they broke up? Perfect as it is stated in dictionary.com is "entirely without any flaws, defects, or shortcomings" so how is a couple or a person perfect? It's possible for people to be meant for each other but not perfect. I believe the perfect is used in ways it's not mean't for. You can never say someones perfect for you or tell someone that there perfect because people change. I can probably say that people can be perfect at the moment but that doesn't mean their perfect forever.

If I were in a perfect relationship, there would be nothing else to do. No drive for me to do anything more because the relationship is perfect already so it's boring...

So Perfect, is it worth it? is it real? is it non existent? What is the True meaning to perfect?

Aight Then Late, Two Thousand and Eight

GONE.